You see, I have the tendency of changing who I am at least once a month, and every time school starts or some other thing big happens (like new year's, per example) I have the tendency of changing my hair color or some other little detail in me or in my life. I've had highlights, curly hair, wavy hair, straight hair, side bangs, short hair, medium hair, long hair, black hair, blondish hair, dark brown hair, orange hair, brown hair with pink bangs and pink underneath, and now I have a medium-going-long wavy hair with californian highlights. And I'm already getting sick of it. I'm sick of the person I am and the person I've become. Every month I become a new person.
The reason I'm saying all of this, is because lately I have been trying to find out who I really am. Who is at the core of me. I have to write a speech about me, and a personal essay about me and who I am, but how the hell can I do such thing when I can't even define myself?
my friends call me lola. i used to live in brazil, moved to california when i was fourteen, then came back to brazil when I was nineteen. i can learn languages really easily. portuguese is my first language. i can speak an intermediate/conversational italian. it's not hard to please me. i believe in karma and in the zodiac. i hate when people stare at me. photography is my obcession. fashion is my passion. pink all day, every day. books lover. i'm afraid of heights. my family is my world. i hate fights. music has ALWAYS been a part of my life. love junkfood. hate to run. i'm as random as it can be. people say i can sing. messy. i enjoy making a fool out of myself in order to make people laugh.